So Like, Oh My God

[Freestyle]

Eh. I figured I'm not a totally open person on this board and I don't talk much about myself, usually about those crazy things some people say I only chime in on.

Well, I just thought I would fill you in. Since I know, YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT MY LIFE (Panda )

I still work at that restaurant. It's not AS bad, because I'm not a cook anymore mainly. I may be a manager here soon, so that's cool. It's nice especially since we're starting to pick up steam and some things I'm doing are getting noticed. Super.

I don't really hang out with my friends anymore since after we all graduated we went our seperate ways. My best bud went to Boise State, and another one of my friends since 4th grade decided he just doesnt want to talk anymore. Cool I guess. I work 40 hours a week anyway and try to focus on school but you know how that goes I spose.

Personally, I'm emotionally exhausted, physically tired, and my confidence is shot. And yet I can't do anything about it.

I'm sorry, it's not really like me to post this on an anonymous message board and such, and really...who cares?

I'm not so sure anymore, thanks for reading this "Behind the Poster" segment. (If you actually even decided to read the entire thing.)

I go sleep now...

I'm doing the whole work full time and going to school bit too, I have an idea what you're going through. I'm pretty physically tired (I have a physical job too) a whole lot and actually thinking about changing jobs. Too bad the economy is pretty crappy.

You enjoy dealing with customers? Does the stress take away from school? I have a friend who might try to get me a job workin at a bar.

This story sounds all too familiar.

I didnt know what I wanted to do after H.S. either. I just didnt, and couldnt come to any conclusion, so I went to work for my uncles engineering company.

Still dont know what I want to do as a profession. At least you have some kind of major in mind.

What exactly is this girl doing?

Hey if you don't mind me asking what do you do?

[hardcorebronco]

dang... i'm working 25 hours a week and going through school. I can't imagine those extra hours fitting in. Also, sorry about the girls man, I though college girls would be more mature, or whatever... But in my experiences, they still suck. (no offense female posters)

I'm 20 and still without a serious relationship, but I'm content in who I am, and I've come to accept that I'm not dependent upon someone else in a relationship to tell me who I am. Sounds to me like your one of those hands on workers, who does a good job and hates doing busy work for school that you don't deem practical. I hear you, I'm a junior, and soooo ready to be done with papers and exams. Anyway, I read the whole thing, and I don't think your pessimistic at all, just bummed out slightly. Good news, Christmas Break is just around the corner!

[Chidoze]

This story sounds all too familiar.

I didnt know what I wanted to do after H.S. either. I just didnt, and couldnt come to any conclusion, so I went to work for my uncles engineering company.

Still dont know what I want to do as a profession. At least you have some kind of major in mind.

What exactly is this girl doing?

[Bronco_Armada]

40 hours a week + school!!! shhhhhesh that is tough.

I work about 25ish

and then there is school which is pissing me off with all the work, but not much more left to do. 3 papers and I think that is it. there is the art project but really don't give a F!!!. I suck at art so... yeah.

But the Orange won tonight so all is right. :salute!:

[str8jacket]

Eh. I figured I'm not a totally open person on this board and I don't talk much about myself, usually about those crazy things some people say I only chime in on.

Well, I just thought I would fill you in. Since I know, YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT MY LIFE (Panda )

I still work at that restaurant. It's not AS bad, because I'm not a cook anymore mainly. I may be a manager here soon, so that's cool. It's nice especially since we're starting to pick up steam and some things I'm doing are getting noticed. Super.

I'm going to school, which is tight and all. I just can't really seem to get myself to WANT to do anything though. I have a couple papers due on the 13th, and I haven't even started it. In fact, I could care less! I know I will eventually get to it, it's just right now I don't care. I did my Senior year, which I don't get. I'm worn out. I don't know what I want to major in, and it's almost the deadline to sign up for classes, yet I don't know what I want to take. I'm thinking Journalism. Not sure though. I thought business at first, but after taking Principles of Macroeconomics I'm all like "Yo dude, that is wack screw that." Yeah...

I'm not nearly putting as much time as I did last year into my "CU Recruiting" thread over in High School and College Football. Should check it out. I'm proud of what I've done in that thread. Granted it's just a bunch of copying and pasting, it's alot of formatting and such.

Oh, so get this. This chick at work is really screwing with my head, she knows how to push my buttons. But I can't control what she does. Or how she feels. So whatev I guess I'm one of those "nice guys that everyone is scared to date." Seriously, someone told me this, if you choose not to believe this because I'm a cynical SOB thats fine by me But yeah, anyway. I decided tonight enough was enough and yet I couldnt do it. I just couldnt, I have no problem telling people how I feel....yet I chickened out. Not the whole "I like you" bidness, but the whole "Ok **** you be messing around with me and I'm done with it." Just couldnt. It's a shame. Maybe cause I'm still holding out hope cause I've never been in an actual relationship, and I'm 18. It's sad. So I'm not sure how to approach this situation. Bleh.


I don't really hang out with my friends anymore since after we all graduated we went our seperate ways. My best bud went to Boise State, and another one of my friends since 4th grade decided he just doesnt want to talk anymore. Cool I guess. I work 40 hours a week anyway and try to focus on school but you know how that goes I spose.

Personally, I'm emotionally exhausted, physically tired, and my confidence is shot. And yet I can't do anything about it.

I'm sorry, it's not really like me to post this on an anonymous message board and such, and really...who cares?

I'm not so sure anymore, thanks for reading this "Behind the Poster" segment. (If you actually even decided to read the entire thing.)

I go sleep now...