So Like, Oh My God

[str8jacket]

Eh. I figured I'm not a totally open person on this board and I don't talk much about myself, usually about those crazy things some people say I only chime in on.

Well, I just thought I would fill you in. Since I know, YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT MY LIFE (Panda )

I still work at that restaurant. It's not AS bad, because I'm not a cook anymore mainly. I may be a manager here soon, so that's cool. It's nice especially since we're starting to pick up steam and some things I'm doing are getting noticed. Super.

I'm going to school, which is tight and all. I just can't really seem to get myself to WANT to do anything though. I have a couple papers due on the 13th, and I haven't even started it. In fact, I could care less! I know I will eventually get to it, it's just right now I don't care. I did my Senior year, which I don't get. I'm worn out. I don't know what I want to major in, and it's almost the deadline to sign up for classes, yet I don't know what I want to take. I'm thinking Journalism. Not sure though. I thought business at first, but after taking Principles of Macroeconomics I'm all like "Yo dude, that is wack screw that." Yeah...

I'm not nearly putting as much time as I did last year into my "CU Recruiting" thread over in High School and College Football. Should check it out. I'm proud of what I've done in that thread. Granted it's just a bunch of copying and pasting, it's alot of formatting and such.

Oh, so get this. This chick at work is really screwing with my head, she knows how to push my buttons. But I can't control what she does. Or how she feels. So whatev I guess I'm one of those "nice guys that everyone is scared to date." Seriously, someone told me this, if you choose not to believe this because I'm a cynical SOB thats fine by me But yeah, anyway. I decided tonight enough was enough and yet I couldnt do it. I just couldnt, I have no problem telling people how I feel....yet I chickened out. Not the whole "I like you" bidness, but the whole "Ok **** you be messing around with me and I'm done with it." Just couldnt. It's a shame. Maybe cause I'm still holding out hope cause I've never been in an actual relationship, and I'm 18. It's sad. So I'm not sure how to approach this situation. Bleh.


I don't really hang out with my friends anymore since after we all graduated we went our seperate ways. My best bud went to Boise State, and another one of my friends since 4th grade decided he just doesnt want to talk anymore. Cool I guess. I work 40 hours a week anyway and try to focus on school but you know how that goes I spose.

Personally, I'm emotionally exhausted, physically tired, and my confidence is shot. And yet I can't do anything about it.

I'm sorry, it's not really like me to post this on an anonymous message board and such, and really...who cares?

I'm not so sure anymore, thanks for reading this "Behind the Poster" segment. (If you actually even decided to read the entire thing.)

I go sleep now...

[Bronco_Armada]

40 hours a week + school!!! shhhhhesh that is tough.

I work about 25ish

and then there is school which is pissing me off with all the work, but not much more left to do. 3 papers and I think that is it. there is the art project but really don't give a F!!!. I suck at art so... yeah.

But the Orange won tonight so all is right. :salute!:

[Chidoze]

This story sounds all too familiar.

I didnt know what I wanted to do after H.S. either. I just didnt, and couldnt come to any conclusion, so I went to work for my uncles engineering company.

Still dont know what I want to do as a profession. At least you have some kind of major in mind.

What exactly is this girl doing?

[hardcorebronco]

dang... i'm working 25 hours a week and going through school. I can't imagine those extra hours fitting in. Also, sorry about the girls man, I though college girls would be more mature, or whatever... But in my experiences, they still suck. (no offense female posters)

I'm 20 and still without a serious relationship, but I'm content in who I am, and I've come to accept that I'm not dependent upon someone else in a relationship to tell me who I am. Sounds to me like your one of those hands on workers, who does a good job and hates doing busy work for school that you don't deem practical. I hear you, I'm a junior, and soooo ready to be done with papers and exams. Anyway, I read the whole thing, and I don't think your pessimistic at all, just bummed out slightly. Good news, Christmas Break is just around the corner!

[Freestyle]

Eh. I figured I'm not a totally open person on this board and I don't talk much about myself, usually about those crazy things some people say I only chime in on.

Well, I just thought I would fill you in. Since I know, YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT MY LIFE (Panda )

I still work at that restaurant. It's not AS bad, because I'm not a cook anymore mainly. I may be a manager here soon, so that's cool. It's nice especially since we're starting to pick up steam and some things I'm doing are getting noticed. Super.

I don't really hang out with my friends anymore since after we all graduated we went our seperate ways. My best bud went to Boise State, and another one of my friends since 4th grade decided he just doesnt want to talk anymore. Cool I guess. I work 40 hours a week anyway and try to focus on school but you know how that goes I spose.

Personally, I'm emotionally exhausted, physically tired, and my confidence is shot. And yet I can't do anything about it.

I'm sorry, it's not really like me to post this on an anonymous message board and such, and really...who cares?

I'm not so sure anymore, thanks for reading this "Behind the Poster" segment. (If you actually even decided to read the entire thing.)

I go sleep now...

I'm doing the whole work full time and going to school bit too, I have an idea what you're going through. I'm pretty physically tired (I have a physical job too) a whole lot and actually thinking about changing jobs. Too bad the economy is pretty crappy.

You enjoy dealing with customers? Does the stress take away from school? I have a friend who might try to get me a job workin at a bar.

This story sounds all too familiar.

I didnt know what I wanted to do after H.S. either. I just didnt, and couldnt come to any conclusion, so I went to work for my uncles engineering company.

Still dont know what I want to do as a profession. At least you have some kind of major in mind.

What exactly is this girl doing?

Hey if you don't mind me asking what do you do?

[LordTrychon]

Wow... glad things are looking up at your job. Didn't sound like it could last time we got a 'behind the post' from you.

As for the girl... Well, others give better advice than I do... but sometimes you have to go with your heart and what you feel is right. If you feel like you handled it right for you, who can say anything about it?

Chin up, Str8. :salute!:

[kmcgough25]

Thought I'd chime in.....I went to college and played football through my soph. year before the injuries started mounting.

Got into the resteraunt business, became a manager, left school, and a couple years later, realized I needed to finish.

Next few years, waited tables at night, worked p/t at a physical job from 3:30 am to 9, then went to school FT.

I was sleeping twice a day for a couple hours at a clip for 2 years. When I finally finished, I had NO CLUE what I wanted to do...never really thought about it.

10 years later, I look back and am thankful for going through the pain and helping develop my work habits.

Keep the faith str8, it will pay off man.

[Chidoze]

I'm doing the whole work full time and going to school bit too, I have an idea what you're going through. I'm pretty physically tired (I have a physical job too) a whole lot and actually thinking about changing jobs. Too bad the economy is pretty crappy.

You enjoy dealing with customers? Does the stress take away from school? I have a friend who might try to get me a job workin at a bar.


Hey if you don't mind me asking what do you do?

Basically, I run tests on every type of material used in construction of any building, road or earthwork.

[LarryDean]

What was this thread about again

I think that CU recruiting thread is good stuff..

Makes me want to up my game as far as the draft and upcoming College players,Buckeyes are concerened....

As for the girl part of it ....Onlything I can say to that are from the words of the immortal Jules Winnfield....

Be Cool....

Guys including myself have bad habit of over playing the situation and bringing unneeded drama and getting all worked up about nothing.....Maybe she just wants a Royale without the cheese....Did you ask her that ?

Either way I have seen it,done it,time and time again made more out of it then what I should have...

When all I needed was to be cool

[str8jacket]

This story sounds all too familiar.

I didnt know what I wanted to do after H.S. either. I just didnt, and couldnt come to any conclusion, so I went to work for my uncles engineering company.

Still dont know what I want to do as a profession. At least you have some kind of major in mind.

What exactly is this girl doing?

It's rough man, I just need motivation. Lol.

The girl, oh you know, acting one way, yet really talking another. Mixed signals really.

dang... i'm working 25 hours a week and going through school. I can't imagine those extra hours fitting in. Also, sorry about the girls man, I though college girls would be more mature, or whatever... But in my experiences, they still suck. (no offense female posters)

I'm 20 and still without a serious relationship, but I'm content in who I am, and I've come to accept that I'm not dependent upon someone else in a relationship to tell me who I am. Sounds to me like your one of those hands on workers, who does a good job and hates doing busy work for school that you don't deem practical. I hear you, I'm a junior, and soooo ready to be done with papers and exams. Anyway, I read the whole thing, and I don't think your pessimistic at all, just bummed out slightly. Good news, Christmas Break is just around the corner!

Eh, I don't get too bummed about it. I really don't have much room for one right now as it is haha.

I'm doing the whole work full time and going to school bit too, I have an idea what you're going through. I'm pretty physically tired (I have a physical job too) a whole lot and actually thinking about changing jobs. Too bad the economy is pretty crappy.

You enjoy dealing with customers? Does the stress take away from school? I have a friend who might try to get me a job workin at a bar.


Hey if you don't mind me asking what do you do?

I don't mind dealing with customers really, sometimes they can be a bit unbearable...I have a harder time dealing with coworkers though a bunch of high school kids and rather immature adults.

Wow... glad things are looking up at your job. Didn't sound like it could last time we got a 'behind the post' from you.

As for the girl... Well, others give better advice than I do... but sometimes you have to go with your heart and what you feel is right. If you feel like you handled it right for you, who can say anything about it?

Chin up, Str8.

We have another new manager, to go with the previous one and the new guy is really cleaning house. Can't say the old guy is too happy that I'm getting recognition but hey, I don't mind! I can't really do much about the girl other than take it in stride. I'm not a big jerk in person like I am here hehe.

Thought I'd chime in.....I went to college and played football through my soph. year before the injuries started mounting.

Got into the resteraunt business, became a manager, left school, and a couple years later, realized I needed to finish.

Next few years, waited tables at night, worked p/t at a physical job from 3:30 am to 9, then went to school FT.

I was sleeping twice a day for a couple hours at a clip for 2 years. When I finally finished, I had NO CLUE what I wanted to do...never really thought about it.

10 years later, I look back and am thankful for going through the pain and helping develop my work habits.

Keep the faith str8, it will pay off man.

Oh, I know it will pay off, I keep telling myself it's School first, then work. I really don't see myself doing this years from now. It just wears ya down lol.

What was this thread about again

I think that CU recruiting thread is good stuff..

Makes me want to up my game as far as the draft and upcoming College players,Buckeyes are concerened....

As for the girl part of it ....Onlything I can say to that are from the words of the immortal Jules Winnfield....

Be Cool....

Guys including myself have bad habit of over playing the situation and bringing unneeded drama and getting all worked up about nothing.....Maybe she just wants a Royale without the cheese....Did you ask her that ?

Either way I have seen it,done it,time and time again made more out of it then what I should have...

When all I needed was to be cool

Who knows man, who knows. I try to be cool, it's just the mixed signals throw me off haha.

Thanks for the responses guys. I really forgot I made this thread last night. Just need to vent sometimes I guess.

[LordTrychon]

You could make a big sign on the wall that says 'Stupid things that girls have done to confuse me'.

And then put names etc.



Call it.... the 'Wall of 'Games''.

[chazoe60]

You could make a big sign on the wall that says 'Stupid things that girls have done to confuse me'.

And then put names etc.



Call it.... the 'Wall of 'Games''.

Who has a wall in there house big enough for that? All of the walls in my house would not add up to enough space for such an endeavor.

[Chidoze]

It's rough man, I just need motivation. Lol.

The girl, oh you know, acting one way, yet really talking another. Mixed signals really.

Here's what you do, put on a had sideways with some sunglasses (it doesnt matter if youre indoors or not) and say, "Look here lady! I'm taking you out to have a good mutha ****in time and you and me are gonna make out and youre gonna knock off all these kiddy games.....Ka-peesh? Then do the b-boy stance like Winborn and Webster do......

It'll make her crazy in love with you......

j/k, Is she into you or do you kinda get that "she just wants to be friends" vibe?

[LordTrychon]

Who has a wall in there house big enough for that? All of the walls in my house would not add up to enough space for such an endeavor.

I was thinking that he could put it up wherever it is he knows this girl... work or whatever... but point taken.

Here's what you do, put on a had sideways with some sunglasses (it doesnt matter if youre indoors or not) and say, "Look here lady! I'm taking you out to have a good mutha ****in time and you and me are gonna make out and youre gonna knock off all these kiddy games.....Ka-peesh? Then do the b-boy stance like Winborn and Webster do......

It'll make her crazy in love with you......

j/k, Is she into you or do you kinda get that "she just wants to be friends" vibe?

After she kisses you.... do the 'get silly' Winborn celebration dance like a real man.

[str8jacket]

You could make a big sign on the wall that says 'Stupid things that girls have done to confuse me'.

And then put names etc.



Call it.... the 'Wall of 'Games''.

I see what you did there.

Here's what you do, put on a had sideways with some sunglasses (it doesnt matter if youre indoors or not) and say, "Look here lady! I'm taking you out to have a good mutha ****in time and you and me are gonna make out and youre gonna knock off all these kiddy games.....Ka-peesh? Then do the b-boy stance like Winborn and Webster do......

It'll make her crazy in love with you......

j/k, Is she into you or do you kinda get that "she just wants to be friends" vibe?

I don't even know what to think with her. One day it's a "friend" vibe and the next its a complete 360