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Okay....... this is going to be kind of long, so I hope you can keep up.
First of all, I'm not the type of mushy love guy. I'm that "jock" I guess who knows nothing about a relationship.
It all started out in 8th grade, I was looking better because I was kind of chunky in the past, and boy did I grow! When we took our pictures for the yearbook and got them back a week later, I had the mini pics, and I noticed that people took mine. I wasn't a loser before, but they kept on taking them.
One girl, named Meredith took my pic. I thought nothing of her. She was in my band class a year before, and wrote "c ya next year" in the yearbook.
I noticed that Meredith wanted the pic, so hey she took it. A little bit later she gave me her picture, and again I never thought anything of it.
After lunch, this is where it started to get weird. She was about to give me another of her mini pics, but the stupid me said "No, I have your's DUGH!". lol
Meredith was a good looking girl. She had the height, but not taller then me, the legs of a model, and just slim and tan. I noticed that later in the year she always followed me around. *AGAIN NEVER THOUGHT ANYTHING*. Then one day, one of her friends told her she liked me, then OHHHHHHHHHHHH I GET IT NOW...... lol.
Yes, I can say maybe I was too young to "date". But hey, I felt something.
This is the mushy part:
I don't know why, but every dance she was just like a little angel sent for me. I loved the slow dance and just snug together as one. (GET THAT OUTTA YOUR HEAD). I called her, IM'd her, and just talked to her. We "went out" for like 3 quarters of the school year and it was the end of middle school.
We had our graduation and my name was called I got my little paper. At the end of the ceramony, the parents started to come down and here comes meredith's dad? "Good job son, keep it up" He shook my hand, and I just stared! I've seen this guy before, but I'm sure he thought I was just another teenager.
Meredith must have told him about me.... and it made it even more special to be with her.
During summer we got together and talked, and the worst thing happend.
She told me she wasn't going to the H.S I was going to.. That she was moving to her mom's in MINN.
It broke my heart. So for 2 years of H.S gone now, I've worked my ass off to get a 3.5, I've worked my ass off of making the JV basketball team VARSITY NEXT YEAR!!!, and she wasn't with me.
Here's my problem: I'm sure as your reading this some of you are thinking "DUDE GET OVER IT, IT WAS IN 8th GRADE". I've heard it before, but I never knew what love was until I realized that I was in love......
We havent talked at all. I lost contact or she lost contact. I do have her phone number from her friend that told me she liked me, but do I really want to call it and look like a loser who can't get over an 8th grade relationship?
I don't get like this often. I haven't had a "gf" since Meredith, because it's like I can't get over her. I wan't to talk to her soooooooooo bad, but I don't want to be some sort of "stalker".
I never knew what love was until Meredith. And I don't know what to do. I'm not a freak who can't get over a girl, I'm just a guy that has a girl in his heart that he wan'ts to see bad.
What can I do? I hope that she would move back every year since she was gone, but nothing. This year registration, I looked and she wasn't there.
Well, thanks for reading this. It took me time to write it and I'm gald your reading this. I don't want HARDCORE advice, but I just need a little help.
B4B
First of all, I'm not the type of mushy love guy. I'm that "jock" I guess who knows nothing about a relationship.
It all started out in 8th grade, I was looking better because I was kind of chunky in the past, and boy did I grow! When we took our pictures for the yearbook and got them back a week later, I had the mini pics, and I noticed that people took mine. I wasn't a loser before, but they kept on taking them.
One girl, named Meredith took my pic. I thought nothing of her. She was in my band class a year before, and wrote "c ya next year" in the yearbook.
I noticed that Meredith wanted the pic, so hey she took it. A little bit later she gave me her picture, and again I never thought anything of it.
After lunch, this is where it started to get weird. She was about to give me another of her mini pics, but the stupid me said "No, I have your's DUGH!". lol
Meredith was a good looking girl. She had the height, but not taller then me, the legs of a model, and just slim and tan. I noticed that later in the year she always followed me around. *AGAIN NEVER THOUGHT ANYTHING*. Then one day, one of her friends told her she liked me, then OHHHHHHHHHHHH I GET IT NOW...... lol.
Yes, I can say maybe I was too young to "date". But hey, I felt something.
This is the mushy part:
I don't know why, but every dance she was just like a little angel sent for me. I loved the slow dance and just snug together as one. (GET THAT OUTTA YOUR HEAD). I called her, IM'd her, and just talked to her. We "went out" for like 3 quarters of the school year and it was the end of middle school.
We had our graduation and my name was called I got my little paper. At the end of the ceramony, the parents started to come down and here comes meredith's dad? "Good job son, keep it up" He shook my hand, and I just stared! I've seen this guy before, but I'm sure he thought I was just another teenager.
Meredith must have told him about me.... and it made it even more special to be with her.
During summer we got together and talked, and the worst thing happend.
She told me she wasn't going to the H.S I was going to.. That she was moving to her mom's in MINN.
It broke my heart. So for 2 years of H.S gone now, I've worked my ass off to get a 3.5, I've worked my ass off of making the JV basketball team VARSITY NEXT YEAR!!!, and she wasn't with me.
Here's my problem: I'm sure as your reading this some of you are thinking "DUDE GET OVER IT, IT WAS IN 8th GRADE". I've heard it before, but I never knew what love was until I realized that I was in love......
We havent talked at all. I lost contact or she lost contact. I do have her phone number from her friend that told me she liked me, but do I really want to call it and look like a loser who can't get over an 8th grade relationship?
I don't get like this often. I haven't had a "gf" since Meredith, because it's like I can't get over her. I wan't to talk to her soooooooooo bad, but I don't want to be some sort of "stalker".
I never knew what love was until Meredith. And I don't know what to do. I'm not a freak who can't get over a girl, I'm just a guy that has a girl in his heart that he wan'ts to see bad.
What can I do? I hope that she would move back every year since she was gone, but nothing. This year registration, I looked and she wasn't there.
Well, thanks for reading this. It took me time to write it and I'm gald your reading this. I don't want HARDCORE advice, but I just need a little help.
B4B
I heard that! BTW assuming the roll of a Tom cat in that situation isnt too bad either!
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